Wednesday, 13 May 2015

"CHINI NA TUMI K?"

Jibon manush k kato kichu sekhai tai na? ei na kichudin age kauke peyechilam r aaj take hariye felte hoyeche... jodio se amar keu chilo na... kintu taake j khub bhalobese felechilam. jibon er mane ta sobai hoy to khub taratari bujhe fele noy to keu sarajibon eo take bujhte pare na.bojhar mato kichu hoyto ei jiboner sarangse thake na.. tobuo jodi konodin manush tar astitto k khuje pay tobe asha kori setar upojukto morjada sobai dite chai.. kintu kojon er vagge sei somay ba sujogta ase.

"Bhalobasa" ki? keu keu bole eta naki somay er sathe khuje paoya jibon er kono edogolir vitor pore thaka kichu anuvuti. abar anek e bole j eta sudhu matro kichui na somay r boyosh er majheer kichu ghote jaoya somporker jotilota... k jane? ami sotik karon ta jani na. hoyto ba tai ba onno kichu... "Bhalobasa' ki ami jani na.. jante chai o na.. karon bhalobsa ato sahoj noy. er moddhe lukiye thake anek protissruti, abeg, ek e apor er upor nirvorotar assas.....
na amar ato sahos nei j kauke abr bhalobaste parbo. karon ami to bhalobasar asol satta takei ekdin nijer 2 hat e mrittusojjai suye thakte dekhechi.

jantrona,basona,kauke hariye felar bhoy ei sob konodin o amar chilo na.. bolte paro kano tumi ese amay bhalobasar ekposla bristi te vijiye dile? ebar sikto dehe ami to boichi ei nossor jibon. jodi tomar amake tomar bristi te vejabar e chilo to nije kano rokte rongin hole, r kanoi ba sei roktim surjer surjastho amar 2 chokh e diye gele.. tomar bristi ta atodin dhore porchilo amar antor k dirgho 4 bachor dhore proti rat e snan korato.. kanoi ba nijer protirup hisabe anno kauke amar indriye abar smmukhito korle.tomar gondho aaj o nijer nissase khuje pai, seta ki bojho "SATHI"?sudhu mone hoy tumi bodh hoy abar amar kache ese , amar choke tomar sundor chul gulo elomelo kore drorcho, r pichon theke ese bolcho

"Bondhu, tumi amar mon er swapno r ami holam VOR, amar swapno gulo sob tomar naam er sathe mise nil akash hoye geche..amar sakale uday er somay na theko pase... kintu antoto aster somay e theko"

tumi khub baje , tahole kano amay chere chole gele? naki jante j chole na gele jeta sunte chaite seta bolbo na..

Mone pore 1 din kichu bolechile.... ki?? accha bolchi..
" akash er aaj anek dukkho, tomar ache? abiram vijte thake surjasther bikel, tumi nebe? akash er buke anek beja suvrota, tumi chao? bristir vitor nirvak sorir, tumi dekho??amar priyo bristir din vishon elomelo... tomar o ki tai? "
Jobab e boli hai ache kichu dukkho. hoyto bhebechilam j karur jonno e mon konodin kadbe na. kintu ami sotti vhul chilam aaj seta bujhte pari. r surjaster bikel j sudhu j chai ta noy asole ami sei surjaster rong e nijeke abar rangate chai, hoyto 1 somay vhabtam j akash er rong ta aporibortito howya ta bibortonbad k jonmo dey, tobe etao to sotti j biborton er maddhomei 2 to jug 1 hote pare.

jani ajo ache , nispap bibornota eka eka,..sudhu rangabe je.. take chai ....
kothay tumi prem? kothay tomar valobasa?
sarata raat hajar swpner formas purone tumi basto thako
othocho jader swpno oti bicciri rokomer bastobik, diner belay ase tader jonno tomar etotuku akulota nei
tobu ami kangalpona korte chaina .....
binidro rate ami kar katha vabbo... jante chai na....
prem tomar to tobu akash tuku ache
megh diye ghera....
sudhu megh r megh kothay cholecho ke jane.........
.....r amar megher ghor ..
ajo badha hoyni...pore ache khali akash hoye ....
tomari sunnotay ovabe .. ovimane e ar rage e !.....